Having our whole instagram account @sailing.elsa deleted has made me mad and wondering if instagram is even our space at all anymore.I have been a bit silent in here too, to feel if I actually want to be a part of this show any more. If this space give me more than it takes? I am not still quite sure. Although I have loved sharing our journey and I like to express myself in this form, I don´t like that someone else are in control of my space. That someone can gaslight me into believing that what I do is wrong. I still feel rather calm about it. When I spoke to the last support guy he told me that I was the most humble and supportive person he had interacted with today and that he admired my positivity. But what kind of world is it we live in, where a small positive family travel account can be closed without warning, with no possible ways of having a second opinion. In a world where porn and hate is everywhere? It makes me sad that we live in a world like that, in a world where support people are not able to help due to fixed company rules and where they´re met with so much frustration and hate. Just think to have that kind of job and all the frustration poured over you every day, that can´t be easy?So my thoughts so far? I would rather build up real life communities, where you´re actually held and supportet.I am not sure how yet, but stay tuned to learn more!Untill then, a few glimpses of our last few days in.